Jy is by die naam geroep (comissioned)
Isa 43:1 But now, this is what the LORD says— he who created you, Jacob, he who formed you, Israel: "Do not fear, for I have redeemed you; I have summoned you by name; you are mine.
But now this is what the LORD says – he who created you, Jacob, he who formed you, Israel: “Do not fear, for I have redeemed you; I have summoned you by name; you are mine.
Reality; true; important; listen
Process; planned; in control;
With purpose; called; chosen; About God; Not about myself
Personal; Intimicy; know your deepest you
Not about me; important; get out of the way; crafted in God for God;
You took time to tell me something very important. Help me to be able to hear not only words, but the words that change my world. It is the only thing true and real.
What I am today was not my own making, sometimes I think that I unmake wat you made, but I think it is not. You know about my choices and have chosen me long before for a purpose that I do not fully understand but know is true. You are the one who will fulfil your will with me. May be like a Jona who tried to run away.
Still I feel like I am standing in the way of your work. I can do so much better and I do not do it. Maybe I do not understand my responsibility. All I know is that you know me very intimately so much better than I know myself. There is a truthful faithful relationship that you have chosen en created between us not for your or myself but for the world. Form also now my mind so that this may be the reality I will take as the only reality.
I give my mind to you to be shaped for the purpose that you created it. Sorry if I can sometimes not be able to give away and die. Let your fulfilment also be mine. Let your joy also be mine. Let your purpose also be mine. I want to die even if I fight against it. I am the canal you created so that you can flow through me to the world and in it I know that I also will find your fulfilment.
My dear son
You make it complicated. Yes, it is mind blowing big and so much different than the world, but you can only trust and do. I will guide you. Be open be ready and do even if it is not easy. You will know and I will reach the goal I created and summoned you for. Trust, be joyful, work hard, live out of me in peace, I enjoy you! Do not try to create something for yourself, because I already gave you much more than you can even dream. Anything you want to create for yourself will be in contrast to my inheritance for you.
Remember I am
Your good Father.